I always thought I would be that hip girl, hey I was a punk rocker chick. According to my teenage sun that ship has sailed, I'm not hip and he would prefer it if I refrained from talking about my days in the scene as according to him I'm older than the punk movement. Only 45 and Old. okay so I have arthritis in both knees and my girly curvy figure has now become a grave worldwide crisis. Yes I gained weight, I didn't freak maybe I should have but at least my tween girl thinks I'm cute a little weird but cute. Ive been having some negative thoughts about what happened to me so I am going to process it here and see if other punk girls feel the same.